xXPunkiebabieXx

6.17.2005

woooah!

well i dunno if anyone even looks at this thing any more.. but i dunno. last time i wrote i was still upset that me and travis broke up, but im over it.. b.c me and him are back together.. it's been 1 month, and 2 weeks.. :-) lol i love him tho, and he loves me.. but yeah.. so i dunno what to write about, i guess leave me comments or what ever! i don't reely care, but if you think my life is interesting then go to my xanga.. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=fallin4astar5 there is the linkie magig!! lol.. well im outie
emo <3
jes!

Posted at 04:18 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

1.25.2005

cute quote

i want a boy that will stay with me for always

He'll know you can never say I love you too many times
But he knows not to say it if he doesn?t mean it with all his heart
He'll tell me we're like Corey and Topanga
He'll give me his favorite sweatshirt

He'll make me a Build-a-Bear

And he wont care about how silly he looks being in a store full of 2^nd graders

Because he knows it would be special to me

He`ll stay home with me and watch The Notebook

And he'll tell me he loved it even though he didn't

and the only person he would ever watch it with would be me

.He'll.call.me.at.3am.and.ask.me.what.i'm.doing.

He'll tell me he couldn't fall asleep because he was thinking about me, and he needed to hear my voice

He cant walk next to me without holding my hand

And he always whispers something sweet in my ear

He'll take me to a concert to see his favorite band

And he wont get embarrassed to tell me he loves me in front of his friends

When I cry he'll tell me I'm too beautiful to and he'll kiss every tear

He'll always make me feel better because he knows the perfect things to say to me

All of his friends will know we're in love because he'll talk about me to them

When we're walking together he'll stop and pick up a flower and put it behind my ear

He'll tell me I'm a princess

And treat me like one too

He'll love everything about me and tell me that I'm perfect

We always end up laughing about silly fights

We wont get mad for making fun of each other because we crack up at every bit of it

Even if we're a million years old, butterflies will still go crazy inside of me

Every time he kisses me

He'll tell me he'd ~~die~~ without me

He'll surprise me by bringing me over my favorite food when I'm having a bad day

When we go out for ice cream, he'll put some on my nose, then I'll put some all over his face

And we just never stop laughing

He's interested in everything I say, and he always cares about it

He'll buy me jewelry and bouncy balls from vending machines

He wont stop playing until he's won me a stuffed animal

He'll take walks with me in the snow, and we'll catch TsnowflakesT on our tongues

He doesn't even like snow, but I love it

Every time I even hear his name, it takes my breath away

And when I hear him speak, I'll fall in love all over again

He'll pay for me all the time even though I never want him to but I can never win

But with him I could never lose either

Because everything about him is just so wonderful

Perfect...

I'll be his everything

And he'll be even more to me

He will love me for always

..::*::..WeirdnesS..::*::..

that's what i want!!

Posted at 09:45 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

1.11.2005

*BORED*

The 2004 Survey
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? had sex for the 1st time
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year? i never make them
3. Did anyone close to you give birth? nope
4. Did anyone close to you die? nope
5. What countries did you visit? zero
6. What would you like to have had in 2005 that you lacked in 2004? someone that actully cares about me!!!

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why? New Years Eve. travis broke up with me and it's my b-day and 11.27.04

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year? Idk.

9. What was your biggest failure? moving away from my kick ass friends in Ohio.. i wana go back

10. Did you suffer illness or injury? yea I almost had my elbow broken.. thanx Asen!
11. What was the best thing you bought? all the food, it was good!
12. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed? ::cough cough:: mainly myself, travis, wendy, lisa, my fathe, and alot of other ppl.
13. Where did most of your money go? food i love food..

14. What did you get really, really, really excited about? me and travis's annys. but yeah who knows my b-day and school

15. What song(s) will always remind you of 2004? Kelly Clarkson 'Since you've been gone'

16. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder? im so much more depressed then i was last year life sux..
17.???

18. What do you wish you'd done more of? hung out with my mom

19. What do you wish you'd done less of? being mean to people esp. my mom.
20. How did you spend your christmas? my house, and travis' house
21. Did you fall in love in 2004? yeah but that got fucked up!
22. How many 1-night stands? Zero.
23. What was your favorite TV program? Summerland, and Quintuplets... 24!

24. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year? Yes.
25. Do you like anyone now that you didn't like this time last year? yes.
26. What was the best book you read? idk.
27. What was your greatest musical discovery? i dunno nothing really new

28. What did you want and get? travis, and i got him but that's over with!
29. What did you want and not get? my own computer
30. What was your favorite film of this year? dont know

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you? i got broken up with and i turned 16
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying? having a long serious relationship with someone that REALLY cares about me..

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004? i wear what i want and i don't care what ppl think!

34. What kept you sane? Travis, and my friends
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most? Avril Lavigne, and Bam Margera.
36. What political issue stirred you the most? Gay Marriage...and How fuckin RETARDED George W. Bush IS and ALWAYS will Be!!
37. Who did you miss? Emily and Hanuh
38. Who was the best person you met? Kelly i think

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004. keep your mouth shut, and choose your friends wisely..

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year..
"tell me what's wrong with society when everywhere i look i see young girls dying to be on t.v the wont stop 'til they've reached their dreams. diet pills, surgery, photoshoped pictures in magazines telling them how they should be, it doesn't make since to me.
is everybody going crazy? is anybody gona save me? can anybody tell me what's going on? tell me what's going on if you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong
i guess things are not like they used to be there's no more normal families parents act like enemies making kids feel like its world war 3
no one cares, no one's there i guess we're all just to damn busy money's our first prioritiy it doesn't make since to me to me
is everybody goin crazy? is anybody gona save me? can anybody tell me what's going on? tell me what's going on if you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong.
tell me what's wrong with socity when everywhere i look i see rich guys driving big SUV's while kids are starving in the streets no one cares no one likes to share i guess life's unfair
is everybody going crazy? is anybody gona save me? can anybody tell me what's going on? tell me what's going on if you open your eyes you'll see that something something is wrong" Crazy by Simple Plan Still Not Getting Any!

FILL THIS OUT(and post as a comment)

01. Who are you, what's our ...relationship :
02. How and where did we meet:
03. What's my middle name:
04. How long have you known me:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself:
06. When you first saw me what was your impression:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. My color eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17: What do you like most about me:
18: If we could spend a day together what would we do:
19: Have we ever gotten in a fight:
20: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
21. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
22. Do you think I'll get married?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be27. When's the last time you saw me?
27. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
28. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?
29. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
30. What song reminds you of me?
31. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?

The PERFECT GUY.

1. hair color: brown or dirty blonde.
2. eye color: blue
3. height: hmm...between 5'9 and 6'0
4. six pack: yea but not like a really really strong one. lol.
5. long or short hair: shaggy.
6. glasses: no
7. piercings: lip piercing, eyebrow, tongue
8. scars: hmm. i dont care about scars
9. eyebrows: yeah
10. big butt or little: not to much, but not a little
11. chest hair: no
12. buff or skinny: I like kinda built guys, like surfers!
13. straight teeth, gap: straight
14. funny or serious: a little of both.
15. party or stay at home: a little of both.
16. should he cook or bake: both
17. should he have a best friend: yeah
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends: no that�s just annoying
19. outgoing or shy: both
20. sarcastic or sincere: both
21. should he love his mother: yeah
22. should he watch chick flicks: yeah it would be nice, but if he don�t want to then no
23. would he be a smoker: depends
24. would he drink: sometimes
25. would he swear: sometimes
26. would he play with your hair: hopefully
27. one or more girls at a time: hell no!
28. would he pay for dates: sometimes
29. does he kiss on the first date: if I was up for it
30. where would you go to dinner: somewhere nice, but not to expensive
31. would he bring you flowers: depends
32. would he lay under the stars with you: yeah
33. would he write poetry about you: yeah but I would rather it be a song
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: hopefully all
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: of course my friends are really important to me
36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends: yeah
37. will he walk you to the door at the end : yeah
38. holding hands: yeah
39. soccer: no
40. baseball: maybe, but he has to let me win
41. Basketball: no
42. football: no
43. water polo: no
44. surf: yeah
45. skateboard: yeah
46. snowboard: he as to teach me
47. sing: nah
48. play guitar: yeah
49. play piano: maybe
50. play drums: HELL YES!
51. clean his room: yeah
52. paint, draw, sculpt: yeah
53. writes his own music: yeah
54. use the word dude: yeah
55. use the word tight: eh.. maybe
56. would he watch the sun rise with you: yeah
57. what kind of car does he drive: 2005 Mustang GT, or an old car not a POS
58. how old is he: between 16-18
59. what would his name be: I dunno

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Basics
+ 001. name: Jessica Ann Lewis
+ 002. nicknames: Jes, Jes-e-ca, dork, JJ, JJ the jet plane
+ 003. sex: yes please!! No im a chick
+ 004. birthday: 12*31*88 (9 DAYS)
+ 005. age: 15
+ 006. star sign: Capricorn
+ 007. place of birth: Akron, Ohio
+ 008. current residence: Galveston, texas
+ 009. hair color: brown
+ 010. eye color: brown
+ 011. height: 5*4
+ 012. writing hand: right hand

Body skills + Skills
+ 013. do you bite your nails? Not anymore
+ 014. can you roll your tongue? yeah
+ 015. do you have any habits? yeah
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Only the right one. lol
+ 017. colored hair: yeah, kinda brownish redish.. It�s cute
+ 018. tatoos and where: not yet
+ 019. piercings and where: yeah, belly button, and ears
+ 020. do you make your bed daily? yeah
+ 021. which shoe goes on first? my left
+ 022. speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? Yeah.. And I hit them in the head
+ 023. what jewelry do you where 24/7? My ear rings, my ring from my mom, My balls, and my �69� fuckme bracelet
+ 024. how many cereals are in your cabinet? 5 or 6
+ 025. what utensils do you use eating pizza? My hands most of the time
+ 026. do you cook? yeppers
+ 027. how often do you do the dishes? Almost every day

Grooming
+ 028. how often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day
+ 029. how often do you shower or bathe? Every day
+ 030. how long do these showers last? 30 mins
+ 031. hair drying method: towel, then hair dryer after I use products
+ 032. do you swear? yeah
+ 033. do you mumble to yourself? Hah, yeah
+ 034. do you spit in public? yeah
+ 035. person you talk most on the phone with? my dad
+ 036. what color is your bedroom? Ugly ass wood paneling
+ 037. do you use an alarm clock? kinda
+ 038. name one thing and person you're obsessed with: fast cars, and myself
+ 039. window seat or aisle: window
+ 040. whats your sleeping position: I start on my right side or belly, then.. All over!
+ 041. what kind of bed do you like? Water beds
+ 042. in hot weather do you use a blanket? yeah and it's an electric one lol!
+ 043. do you snore? I think I might
+ 044. do you sleep walk? nope
+ 045. do you talk in your sleep? Hah, more like mumbling
+ 046. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yeah tons
+ 047. how abut the light on? My radio is really bright but I hate it
+ 048. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on? Radio everynight

When Was The Last Time You
+ 049. watched bambi? Like 4-5 months ago
+ 050. talked on the phone? 45 mins. ago
+ 051. read a book? 2 weeks ago
+ 052. punched someone? today

Future
+ 053. where do you see yourself ten years from now? In collage with someone in a serious relationship, I hope
+ 054. who are you gonna marry and where? I don�t know, and I don�t know
+ 055. how many kids do you want to have: 2

Friends
+ 056. who are your best friends? Emily, and Hanuh Lisa, and Lindsey
+ 057. what friend do you hang out with the most? Lindsey
+ 058. what friend makes you smile the most? Mike
+ 056. friend that you fight with the most? Umm.. All of them
+ 060. one you talk to on the computer the most: Craig, or Beau
+ 061. friend that you miss the most? Emily and all my other friends in Ohio

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1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: "like: Can one ever see oneself?"
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? nothing
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Law and Order
4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 9:00

5. look at the clock. What is the actual time? 9:02

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear? the t.v in the kitchen

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? walkin Tammy to her car
8. Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? My xanga and blog

9. What are you wearing? jeans and a shirt

10 Did you dream last night? Yeah

11 When did you last laugh? today
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? buddah stuff EVERYWHERE!

13. Seen anything weird lately? yeah
14. What do you think of this quiz? loong
15. What is the last film you saw? Model Behavior
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? my mom a new car and house.

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know: i hate clowns
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do? I would help the kids that need help the most, it�s just sad how many are dying b.c the were born into a poor family.
19. Do you like to dance? yeah
20. George Bush: fuck you, you are fuckin up my future!

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her? Ethiny
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him? Luke
23. Would you ever consider living abroad? i dont know what that is..
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? "welcome."

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what song makes you cry? "In a Perfict World" by Simple Plan, and alot more
what song makes you happy? Diff. songs have diff. meanings to me
what do you like to listen to before bed? The radio
first album you ever bought? nsync
height? 5*4
hair color? brown
skin color? white
eye color? brown
piercings? my ears belly button
tattoos? none
what color pants are you wearing? dark blue jeans with a kinda washed fade..
what taste is in your mouth? sweet tea
how are you? Eh. Alright I guess
do you get motion sickness? nope
do you have a bad habit? Getting bitchy for no reason what so ever
fav tv show? 24!
fav conditioner? Havnt really found one
fav book? The outsiders
fav magazine? Cosmopolitan
fav thing to do on the weekend? hang out with friends
have you ever broken the law? yeah
have you ever snuck out of the house? Yeah with Emily to get on the roof or the building next door!
have you ever ever gone skinny dipping? Yeah.. Hah lauren
have you ever made a prank call? yeah
have you ever ever tipped over a portopotty? No but that would be fuckin hilarious!
have you ever used your parents credit card before? nope
have you ever skipped school? Yeah it was boring as fuck tho
have you ever fell asleep in the shower/bath? yeah
have you ever been in a school play? nope
have you ever let a friend cry on your shoulder? All the time
boyfriends? single! but im kinda lookin at someone.
girlfriends? Like how?
sexuality? "You make me wana lala.." Lol wait. What was the ?
children? I don�t have any
been in love? yeah
had a hard time getting over someone? Of course
been hurt? Yeah, all the fuckin time
gone out with someone you've only known for three days? yeah
do you have a job? Not yet, but im looking
what's in your cd player right now? Simple Plan 'Still Not Getting Any' Linkin Park 'Hybyrd Theroy' Linkin Park Meteora'

if you were a crayon what color would u be? Pink, black, or gray, or the one no one wants!
what makes you happy? my friends and family
who do you consider your good friend? tammy
what do you like to do? Hang out with friends, and write, draw, and play guitar
where do you want your wedding? I dunno
where do you want your honeymoon? Somewhere warm
where do you want to live? Not in texas or ohio
last movie you saw at the theatre? Oceans 12
teenage smoking? I don�t smoke.. I stopped!!!
dreams? Dreams are nice
love at first sight? In a way
the one? Of course, but you may never find them.

Posted at 10:10 pm by punkiebabie223
Black Tears

12.22.2004

wow, it's been awhile!

The PERFECT GUY.

1. hair color: brown or dirty blonde.
2. eye color: blue
3. height: hmm...between 5'9 and 6'0
4. six pack: yea but not like a really really strong one. lol.
5. long or short hair: shaggy.
6. glasses: no
7. piercings: lip piercing, eyebrow, tongue
8. scars: hmm. i dont care about scars
9. eyebrows: yeah
10. big butt or little: not to much, but not a little
11. chest hair: no
12. buff or skinny: I like kinda built guys, like surfers!
13. straight teeth, gap: straight
14. funny or serious: a little of both.
15. party or stay at home: a little of both.
16. should he cook or bake: both
17. should he have a best friend: yeah
18. should he have a lotta girlfriends: no that�s just annoying
19. outgoing or shy: outgoing
20. sarcastic or sincere: both
21. should he love his mother: yes
22. should he watch chick flicks: yeah it would be nice, but if he don�t want to then no
23. would he be a smoker: no
24. would he drink: yeah
25. would he swear: yeah
26. would he play with your hair: hopefully
27. one or more girls at a time: hell no!
28. would he pay for dates: sometimes
29. does he kiss on the first date: if I was up for it
30. where would you go to dinner: somewhere nice, but not to expensive
31. would he bring you flowers: depends
32. would he lay under the stars with you: yeah
33. would he write poetry about you: I would rather it be a song
34. would he call you hunny, sweetie, or baby: hopefully all
35. would he hang out with you and YOUR friends: of course my friends are really important to me
36. would you hang out with him and HIS friends: yeah
37. will he walk you to the door at the end : yeah
38. holding hands: yeah
39. soccer: no
40. baseball: maybe, but he has to let me win
41. Basketball: no
42. football: no
43. water polo: no
44. surf: yeah
45. skateboard: yeah
46. snowboard: he as to teach me
47. sing: nah
48. play guitar: yeah
49. play piano: maybe
50. play drums: HELL YES!
51. clean his room: yeah
52. paint, draw, sculpt: yeah
53. writes his own music: yeah
54. use the word dude: yeah
55. use the word tight: eh.. maybe
56. would he watch the sun rise with you: yeah
57. what kind of car does he drive: 2005 Mustang GTO, or an old car
58. how old is he: between 16-18
59. what would his name be: I dunno

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Basics
+ 001. name: Jesica
+ 002. nicknames: Jes, Jes-e-ca, dork, JJ, JJ the jet plane
+ 003. sex: yes please!! No im a chick
+ 004. birthday: 12*31*88 (9 DAYS)
+ 005. age: 15
+ 006. star sign: Capricorn
+ 007. place of birth: Akron, Ohio
+ 008. current residence: Galveston, texas
+ 009. hair color: brown
+ 010. eye color: brown
+ 011. height: 5*4
+ 012. writing hand: right hand

Body skills + Skills
+ 013. do you bite your nails? Not anymore
+ 014. can you roll your tongue? yeah
+ 015. do you have any habits? yeah
+ 016. can you raise one eyebrow at a time? Only the right one. lol
+ 017. colored hair: yeah, kinda brownish redish.. It�s cute
+ 018. tatoos and where: not yet
+ 019. piercings and where: yeah, belly button, and ears
+ 020. do you make your bed daily? yeah
+ 021. which shoe goes on first? my left
+ 022. speaking of shoes, have you ever thrown one at someone? Yeah.. And I hit them in the head
+ 023. what jewelry do you where 24/7? My ear rings, my ring from my mom, My balls, and my �69� fuckme bracelet
+ 024. how many cereals are in your cabinet? 5 or 6
+ 025. what utensils do you use eating pizza? My hands most of the time
+ 026. do you cook? yeppers
+ 027. how often do you do the dishes? Almost every day

Grooming
+ 028. how often do you brush your teeth? 2 times a day
+ 029. how often do you shower or bathe? Every day
+ 030. how long do these showers last? 30 mins
+ 031. hair drying method: towel, then hair dryer after I use products
+ 032. do you swear? yeah
+ 033. do you mumble to yourself? Hah, yeah
+ 034. do you spit in public? yeah
+ 035. person you talk most on the phone with? Umm, travis
+ 036. what color is your bedroom? Ugly ass wood paneling
+ 037. do you use an alarm clock? kinda
+ 038. name one thing and person you're obsessed with: fast cars, and myself
+ 039. window seat or aisle: window
+ 040. whats your sleeping position: I start on my right side or belly, then.. All over!
+ 041. what kind of bed do you like? Water beds
+ 042. in hot weather do you use a blanket? yeah
+ 043. do you snore? I think I might
+ 044. do you sleep walk? nope
+ 045. do you talk in your sleep? Hah, more like mubleing
+ 046. do you sleep with a stuffed animal? Yeah tons
+ 047. how abut the light on? My radio is really bright but I hate it
+ 048. do you fall asleep with the tv or radio on? Radio everynight

When Was The Last Time You
+ 049. watched bambi? Like 4-5 months ago
+ 050. talked on the phone? 10 mins ago
+ 051. read a book? Sat. night
+ 052. punched someone? yesterday

Future
+ 053. where do you see yourself ten years from now? In collage with someone in a serious relationship, I hope
+ 054. who are you gonna marry and where? I don�t know, and I don�t know
+ 055. how many kids do you want to have: 2

Friends
+ 056. who are your best friends? Emily, and Hanuh Lisa, and Lindsey
+ 057. what friend do you hang out with the most? Lindsey
+ 058. what friend makes you smile the most? Travis and Mike
+ 056. friend that you fight with the most? Umm.. All of them
+ 060. one you talk to on the computer the most: Wendy
+ 061. friend that you miss the most? Emily and all my other friends in Ohio

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1.Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4. Write down what it says: "he stood across from her, one shoulder..�
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first? The monitor
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV? Battle for ozzfest, re-run
4. Without looking, guess what time it is: 12:00

5. look at the clock. What is the actual time? 11:53

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?tv

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing? I was feeding my dogs,
8. Before you came to this website [started this survey], what did you look at? My xanga and blog

9. What are you wearing? Travis�s boxers and his shirt

10 Did you dream last night? Yeah

11 When did you last laugh? yesterday
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in? buddah shit

13. Seen anything weird lately? no
14. What do you think of this quiz? its weird
15. What is the last film you saw? Sister Act 2!(great movie)
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first? I would go shopping

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what song makes you cry? a lot of songs. It�s hard to just pick one.
what song makes you happy? Diff. songs have diff. meanings to me
what do you like to listen to before bed? The radio
first album you ever bought? nsync
height? 5*4
hair color? brown
skin color? white
eye color? brown
piercings? my ears belly button
tattoos? none
what color pants are you wearing? Im not wearing pants, im wearing boxers
what taste is in your mouth? toothpaste
how are you? Eh. Alright I guess
do you get motion sickness? no
do you have a bad habit? Getting bitchy for no reason what so ever
fav tv show? Life as we know it
fav conditioner? Havnt really found one
fav book? The outsiders
fav magazine? Teen People
fav thing to do on the weekend? Hang out with Travis and other friends
have you ever broken the law? yeah
have you ever snuck out of the house? Yeah with Emily to get on the roof or the building next door!
have you ever ever gone skinny dipping? Yeah.. Hah lauren
have you ever made a prank call? yeah
have you ever ever tipped over a portopotty? No but that would be fuckin hilarious!
have you ever used your parents credit card before? nope
have you ever skipped school? Yeah it was boring as fuck tho
have you ever fell asleep in the shower/bath? yeah
have you ever been in a school play? nope
have you ever let a friend cry on your shoulder? All the time
boyfriends? TRAVIS!
girlfriends? Like how?
sexuality? You make me wana lala.. Lol wait. What was the ?
children? I don�t have any
been in love? yeah
had a hard time getting over someone? Of course
been hurt? Yeah, all the fuckin time
gone out with someone you've only known for three days? yeah
do you have a job? Not yet
what's in your cd player right now? Audio slave, hanson, linkin park
if you were a crayon what color would u be? Pink, black, or gray, or the one no one wants!
what makes you happy? Travis
who do you consider your good friend? Wendy
what do you like to do? Hang out with friends, and write, draw, and play guitar
where do you want your wedding? I dunno
where do you want your honeymoon? Somewhere warm
where do you want to live? Not in texas or ohio
last movie you saw at the theatre? The incredibles
teenage smoking? I don�t smoke.. I stopped!!!
dreams? Dreams are nice
love at first sight? In a way
the one? Of course, but you may never find them.

Posted at 01:18 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

11.27.2004

blah!

HAPPY 1 MONTH TRAVIS I LOVE YOU!! thanx for my flower and card.. it means alot!!well yeah.. i dont know what else to write.. talk later.. love yas buh byes!

<3 Jesica

Posted at 08:14 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

11.21.2004

...more things b.c im bored...

Fill it out, post it as a comment, and pass it on if you like:

1. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.

2. Am I loveable?

3. How long have you known me? Tell the story of how we met.

4. Top 5 reasons we are friends... GO!

5. What was your first impression?

6. Do you still think that way about me now?

7. What do you think my weakness is?

8. Will you marry me?

9. What makes me happy?

10. What makes me sad?

11. What reminds you of me?

12. If I needed a kidney, could I have yours?

13. How well do you know me?

14. When's the last time you saw me?

15. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

16. Do you think I could kill someone?

17. Describe me in as few words as possible.

18. What is one of our inside jokes?

19. How much do you hate me for spamming your friends page with this bullshit?

20. Are you going to put this on your livejournal and see what I say about you?

F I R S T S
First best friend: Jessica Carrol
First true friend: Sarah Cahill.
First car: not yet
First real kiss: Drew 7th grade...
First break-up: Tucker 2nd grade
First screen name: snochild1231... cum'on i was in 6th grade
First self purchased album: N*SYNC
First funeral: havn't been to one
First pets: Blackie i think
First piercing/tattoo: my ears
First credit card: ....
First enemy: Beth sumthin 6th grade
First big trip: i fly alot, but cruise, to cozamel.. beaches there are so beautiful
First music you remember hearing in your house: prolly rollin stones or stone temple poilet
L A S T S
Last cigarette: yesterday, i know it's bad, but i was stressin(thanx travis ;-))
Last car ride: home with Travis 2 hours ago
Last kiss: travis
Last good cry: wednesday
Last library book checked out: tuesday...
Last movie seen: The Incredibles!!
Last beverage drank: Cherry Slush
Last food consumed: Caramel Popcorn!!
Last crush: Steven
Last phone call: My dady!
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my green silk like flips
Last item bought: shampoo and conditioner
Last annoyance: my dad
Last time wanting to die: wednesday
Last time scolded: humm.. what?
r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends?: Lisa, Lindsey, Travis and Mike, Emily Steve, Mikey, Mike and Haunh,Sammi, and Benji
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes.. and i love you!
f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop?: pac sun or hottopic
s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs?: occasionaly
02. what kind of shampoo do you use?: Garnie Neutress
03. what are you most scared of?: clowns and losin travis again
04. what are you listening to right now?: the t.v
05. where do you want to get married?: in a big church
06. how many buddies are online right now?: 38 outa 137
07. what would you change about yourself?: i dunno
f a v o r i t e s
01. color: gray/blue/black/pink
02. food: popcprn chicken
03. boys' names: i dunno
04. girls' names: i dunno
05. subjects in school: tech theater
06. animals: Oscar or Louie
07. sports: to watch.. SMFHS basket ball or Collage football to play... volley ball
08. perfume: lucky you, or T-girl
09. cologne: polo or cool water
h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath?: no
02. smoked?: yeah
03. bungee jumped?: nope but my 18th b-day me and emily are gona go...
04. made yourself throw up?: yeah kinda
05. skinny dipped?: yeah
06: ever been in love?: yeah, it's great
07. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: yeah
08. pictured your crush naked?: all the time (umm travis)
09. actually seen your crush naked?: no
10. cried when someone died?: no never.. hell yeah
11. lied?: yeah
12. fallen for your best friend?: yeah...
13. been rejected?: yeah but i got a perfict someone now...
14. rejected someone?: yeah
15. used someone?: hmm... yeah, who hasnt?
16. done something you regret?: hell yeah
c u r r e n t
clothes: 'love bug' p.j bottoms, travis' boxers, thong, white tank with Travis' green hand prints on it my bra, and kyle hartwigs hoodie from last year!
make-up: nope
annoyance: nothing really
smell: popcorn
favorite artist: good charlotte or my chemical romance
desktop picture: sumthin weird
cd in player: country mix, avril lavinge, and good charlotte
dvd in player: i dunno
color of toenails: clear
l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: travis
hugged: travis
you imed: mike or hanuh
a r e | y o u
understanding: most of the time
open-minded: yeah
arrogant: sometimes
insecure: all the time
interesting: sometimes
hungry: yeah
smart: kinda
moody: hell yeah
hardworking: sometimes
organized: not really
healthy: i try to be..
shy: depends on who's around
attractive: i think so sometimes
bored easily: yeah
responsible: kinda
obsessed: not with anyone specific ::cough cough::
angry: not really, more annoyed
sad: yeah most of the time
disappointed: yeah
happy: nah not right this min.
hyper: nah, not right now.
trusting: ask my friends.
talkative: depends on who's around
legal: nope..almost 16
w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: no one really
slap: myself
get high with: travis...
look like: no one
talk to offline: travis
talk to online: travis
r a n d o m
in the morning i am: grumpy
all i need is: someone to love
love is: hard to find but the best feeling in the world when you have it.
i dream about: death, sammi and benji
w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: pepsi
flowers or candy: flowers
tall or short: tall
r a n d o m 2
what do you notice first: smile, eyes and ass
last person you danced with: kelly, lindsey, erica, and wendy
worst question to ask: '..do you want me to finish?'
who makes you laugh the most: wendy and travis
who makes you smile: travis and sammi the most but all my friends
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: travis, i get all butterflyish and i dunno weird.
who do you have a crush on: noone, i have a b.f
who has a crush on you: i dunno.. dont care.
d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: i have
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: yeah, i want to have a dick for 24 hrs. i would stick it in every hole i could find
wish you were younger: hell no
n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 2
of hearts i have broken: at least 1
of guys i've kissed: hah hah, dunno
of girls i've kissed: not to many
of continents i have lived in: to many
of tight friends: alot
of cds i own: i dunno
of scars on body: way to many
of girls you want at the moment: 1
of times you've done drugs?: a few

Basics:
[Name] Jesikah
[Nickname] Jes-e-ca, JJ, and the list goes on
[Screen name] xxbr0kenstarxx22
[Birthday] December 31st
[Age] 15
[Astrological sign] Capircorn
[Chinese zodiac sign? ] Dragon
[Location] Texas
[Sexual Preference]
[Marital Status] taken
[Religion] Christin
[Eye color] Honey Brown
[Height] 5'5
[Shoe size] 8
[Parents still together] No :-\
[Siblings] 1Little Brother
[Nieces/Nephews] nope!
[Pets] 4 dogs, 2 birds and 6 fish
[School] BHS- 10th
[What do you drive] I dont drive yet, but i want a 1999 Honda SRI

Favorites:
[Color] Pink,Black,Blue,Gray
[Number] 5 or 8
[Animal] Monkey
[Car] Honda

[Flower] Rose

[Scent] Polo
[Soda] Dr.Peper
[Book] Tithe
[Band] Good Charlotte or My Chemical Romance

[Song] I'm not okay i promise

Do you...
[Color your hair?] yeah
[Twirl your hair?] Yeah
[Have tattoos?] nope
[Have Piercings?] yeah
[Have a boyfriend/girlfriend/both?] taken
[Cheat on tests/homework?] Sometimes
[Drink] Sometimes
[Smoke] stoping
[Like roller coasters?] YEAAAH
[Wish you could live somewhere else?] sometimes but no all the time, i would miss my friends[Want more more piercings?] Yeah, Tunge, Nose, Lip and more in my ears
[Like cleaning?] Hell No
[Write in cursive or print?] print
[Swear a lot?] yeah, i need to stop
[Own a web cam?] yeah but i dont use it.
[Know how to drive?] kinda
[Diet?] i need to be on one
[Own a cell phone?] yeah kinda
[Ever get off the damn computer?] yeah when i have to

[Have you ever...
[Gotten a speeding ticket? ] nope
[Been in a wreck? ] yeah
[Been arrested? ] never
[Been in a fist fight? ] yeah
[Kicked someone in the nuts? ] yeah..all the time guys just never learn
[Stolen anything? ] yeah
[Held a gun? ] yeah but i dont like real guns
[Drank? ] yeah
[Been so drunk you couldn't remember your name? ] no but Travis has.. ;-)
[Considered being a hooker? ] hell no that's nasty
[Cheated on someone? ] yeah
[Cried over a girl? ] yeah
[Cried over a boy? ] yeah
[Lied to someone? ] unfortunatly.
[Been in love? ] yeah, and it feels great
[Fallen for your best friend? ] yeah, and he is perfict
[Made out with JUST a friend? ] yeah
[Been rejected? ] hell yeah
[Been in lust? ] yeah
[Used someone? ] yeah
[Been used? ] yeah
[Been cheated on? ] yeah
[Been kissed? ] nope never.. umm duh!
[Experimented with homosexuality? ] yeah

Current...
[Current mood] tired
[Current taste] tooth paste
[Current hair] messy bun
[Current thing I ought to be doing] eating and showering
[Current cds in stereo] country mix, Good Charlotte, and Avril Lavinge
[Current crush] it's not a crush

The last time...
[Last book you read] Tithe
[Last movie you saw] The Incredibles
[Last thing you ate] Pringles
[Last person you talked to on the phone] Kelly

Do you...
[Do drugs? ] i have
[Have a dream that keeps coming back? ] yeah and it's scary
[Play an instrument? ] learing to play guitar
[Believe there is life on other planets? ] eh, kinda
[Remember your first love? ] yeah, unfortunatly
[Still love him/her?] nope
[Read the newpaper ] on occasions
[Have any gay or lesbian friends? ] yeah
[Believe in miracles? ] of course
[Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever? ] maybe it could be
[Consider yourself tolerant of others? ] no not really
[Consider love a mistake? ] never
[Have a favorite candy? ] shock tarts
[Believe in astrology? ] yeah
[Believe in magic? ] depends
[Believe in God? ] yeah
[Do well in school? ] kinda
[Go to or plan to go to college ] i plan on it
[Wear hats? ] sometimes
[Hate yourself? ] sometimes
[Have an obsession? ] eh kinda
[Have a secret crush? ] no
[Do they know yet? ] i said no
[Collect anything? ] letters, beer bottle caps, and belts
[Have a best friend? ] yeah
[Close friends? ] yeah
[Like your handwriting? ] sometimes
[Care about looks? ] not really, but sometimes

Love life
[First crush] humm.. i dont member
[First kiss] Gabe
[single or attached? ] attached
[Ever been in love? ] yeah and it's great
[Do you believe in love at first sight? ] yeah
[Do you believe in "the one?" ] yesh
[Describe your ideal significant other ] Sweet, Funny, Nice, Handsome and always there for me

Juicy stuff...
[Have you ever played a game that required removal of clothing? ] once but i didnt take anything off but my sock!
[Are you a tease? ] yeah when i want to be
[Shy to make the first move? ] i like the guy to make the first move

Are you a...
[Wuss] kinda
[Druggy] not really
[Daydreamer] Yeah
[Freek] sometimes
[Dork] i am #2 dork
[Bitch/Asshole] im a bitch and i know it

[Brat] sometimes
[Sarcastic Person] nope.. NEVER! hah
[Angel] sometimes!
[Devil] sometimes
[Shy Person] sometimes
[Talkative Person] yeah
[Flirt] not meaning to, but mostly with Travis

Posted at 01:11 am by punkiebabie223
Black Tears

11.18.2004

..::*::.. BoReDnEsS..again..::*::..

The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: yeah but not very often
Do you party a lot? How often? no, not really
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: it's been awhile
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: prolly like 500 or sumthin like that
Do you skip classes? How often?:yeah, but not that much
Do you steal?: nope that's bad
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: sometimes but not that much durrin the summer mostly.. Do you drool over celebrities?: BAM MARGERA..VILLE VALO...and so many more..lol
Do you watch a lot of TV?: yeah
Do you ever watch the News?: depends
Do you even care about world issues?: depends
Do you read books often?: sometimes.
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: just 3
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: Yeah
Do you smoke cigarettes?: .not anymore
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?: mall.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: not often, and i have a b.f that i love!
Do you cuss a lot?: Yeah
Are you desperate to fit in?: No
Are you intelligent?: if i tried harder

The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: nope
Black eyeliner?: Yes...
Black eyeshadow?: ...nope Black trenchcoat?: nope
Black boots?: nope
Black fishnets?: i have some
Black nail polish?: Yes
Cigarettes?: nope
Heavy metal music?: somtimes
Marilyn Manson?: he's cool
Cradle of Filth?: cool
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: both
Are you an intellectual?: nope.
Horrible home life?: not really
Hopelessly depressed?: sometimes
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: yeah
Self-mutilation?: yeah and i need to stop

The Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: yeah
Big black boots?: nope
Mohawk?: i dont have one, but i wouldnt mine travis with one, it's cute!!! Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: ive got my ears done. i want my lip, tongue, and nose done. and GUYS WITH LIP PIERCINGS ARE HOT.
Loud, confident and opinionated?: yeah
Wild hair colors?: kinda
Rancid?: yepp
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: nope

The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: i dont know
Do you watch a lot of sports?: Nope
Play a lot of sports?: fuck no
Talk a lot about sports?: Nope
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: Nope..
Are you arrogant?: Nope
Are you a male or female whore?: no but ppl seem to think i am..you likey?
Are you homophobic?: nope not at all
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: nope
But really you're a quivering mass of insecutiy..yeah i guess.
Boobs = yes?: i have boobs..big ones. lol
Parties = yes?: sometimes
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: hell no.

The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: not really, but every once in a while
Have you ever been on a diet?: yeah
How much did you lose?: 7lbs.
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: humm..
Make yourself throw up?: nope
Make-up?: yeah
Low-cut tops?: i used to and sometimes do..guys just stare to much
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: humm.. D
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: nope
Giggle a lot?: yeah
What's the deal with boys?: they suck and only want a peice of ass.
Thongs?: sometimes
Pretty bras?: nope who's gona see it anyways?.
YM, Teen, Cosmo?: yeah
Who's the weaker sex?: boys all the way! they give in to easy!
Are you a feminist?: nope
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: eh.. not really
How often do you shave your legs?: about every 2-3 weeks
How about your armpits?: every day
Are you emotional?: absolutely
Especially when on your period?: yeah..

This Or That
Originality or Acceptance?: Originality
Independence or Companionship?: both
Stability or Freedom?: Freedom
Personal or Interpersonal?: Personal
Introvert or Extrovert?: introvert
Popularity or Isolation?: isolation..my friends are just fine.
Unique or Loved?: Both
Understood or Individual?: both

Posted at 10:04 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

11.15.2004

..::..Boredness..::..

:::You:::

Name�Jesica Age�15
Birthday�December 31st 1988
Eye Color�Brown
Hair Color�i dunno even know
Height�5'5"
Favorite Saying�Thats hott
Fears�clowns
Bad Habits�bitein nails
DOB... 12*31*1988
Middle Name...Ann
Sex...Yes Please!
Location...Galveston TX.
Screen name... xxbr0kenstarxx22
Braces...never
Contacts or Glasses... glasses
Shoe Size...8 or 8 1/2

:::School:::

Where do you go to School�Ball High school
Do You Like it�fuck no
Whos Your Gym Teacher� i don't have one
Whats your favorite Subject�Biology
Whats your least Favorite Subject GEOMETRY!
Whats your school Colors�Purple and Gold
Whats your School Mascot�Tornado.. what the fuck?
Do you play any Sports at your School� Nope.
Does your school go from kindergarden-12 grade... no
Whos your favorite teacher...Vernon

:::Favorites:::
ice cream�ROCKY ROAD
food�Chinese
holiday�New Years Eve
actor�Heath Leadger
actress� Julia Styles
season�Summer
color�Black, Blue, Gray, and Pink
sport�Basketball
hobby�hangin out with friends
friend(s)�Lindsey, Travis, Mike
song�I'm Not Okay/My Chemical Romance
instrument�i wanan play the drums and guitar
band... local:VEGAS other: i dunno                                            saying...'DORK'
feeling...being loved
word... 'DORK'
month...June
jewlry...rings
clothing...anything comfy!
snack... CHEESE

:::Friends:::

best�emily(ohio) Lindsey,Travis, or Mike(texas)
craziest�Mike
weirdest�Lawren
funniest�all of them
outgoingest�Travis
loudest�Kelly
shyest�none
smartest�Travis
blondest� Kelly, Lisa
sarcastic...all of us
flirtest...ME!!
darlingest.....i dunno

:::Random:::

Do you like to read...yeah
Whats your middle name...Ann
Whats your favorite Movie...Haggard
Cursive OR Print...print
Favorite Restaurant...i dunno
Are you in Love...not sure
Do you like New Found Glory...kinda
Funny OR Sarcastic... BOTH!
Pepsi OR Coke... pepsi
McDonalds OR Burger King�Burger King, but they shut it down!
Do u sleep with a stuff animal...yes
Do u like snowballs...yes
Are u in school...yes
Do u like to swim...yes
Are u funny...yeah
What do u think of water... yummy!
Are u a blonde at heart... yeah kinda
Have u ever been to Maryland...no
Have u seen "chasing liberty"..no

::_:: Have You Ever ::_::

� Had a Wish Come True::yeah
� Had a Dream Come True::yeah
� Broken a Body Part::Yeah my 'lil toe
� Fallin� in Love:: starting to
� Done Something You Regret::hell yes
� Tripped and Fell in Public::all the time
� Sang in Public::yeah
� Cryed in Public::yeah
� Kissed Someone Besides Family::NO never! of course
� Been in a Car Crash:: yeah
� Been in love with Jordyn Murdock::who..

::_:: The Last ::_::

� Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: went potty
� Person You Yelled at:: not sure
� Person You Hugged:: sam
� Person You IMed:: Benj
� Time You Cleaned Your Room:: a few weeks ago.
� Song You were Listening to::Im Not Okay
� TV Show You Watched:: what ever my bro is watchin
� Movie You Watched::The Patriot (<3 Heath)
� Time You went to the Movies::Sat.
� Time You Cryed::last night when i watched that movie
� You Took a Shower:: last night
� Game you played::mash
� Thing you ate::Pizza
� Survey you took::This one

::_:: This OR That ::_::
    (Which is Best?)

� Coke OR Pepsi::Pepsi
� Tall OR Short::medium
� Flowers OR Candy::stuffed animal
� Math OR English::english
� Blink 182 OR Sugarcult::both
� Mickey OR Minnie::minnie
� Middle School OR High School::high school
� Boyfriend OR Girlfriend::boyfriend
� Single OR Taken::taken
� Dial up OR DSL...dsl
� DVD OR VHS...dvd
� CD OR Mp3 Player...both
� PS2 OR XBox...both
� GameCube OR Nintendo 64...64 BABY
� Convertable OR SUV...both
� Cold OR Hot...warm
� Cats OR Dogs...dogs
� Pools OR Hot Tubs...both!
� Gold OR Silver...silver
� Park OR Beach...beach
� Sunset OR Sunrise...both
� Donald OR Goofy...goofy
� Flip Phone OR Camera...both
� Geography OR History...NEITHER

::_:: Word Association ::_::
(First word that comes to your mind)

� bead::necklace
� bed::sex
� sexy:: Sammi
� phone::black
� tough::Benj
� neato::Car
� leather::My dad
� weird::me!
� so::no one cares
� easy::slut
� test::school
� nerd::MIKE
� falling::star
� air::dirty
�hot::body

Posted at 06:03 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

11.10.2004

..worthless..

-.- Sitting here alone. I'm worthless. No one wants me around anymore. I'm left here alone... all alone. I'm confuesed with my life.. and the way things are turning out. My life is heading down the wrong path.. and I don't know what do to do change it. I see where it is going, and it's going nowhere. I just wish I could get away from it all.. EVERYTHING so I could get a chance to change it all. I want to start over, fresh, new, just start a new life. Move to where no one knows me and start new! and somewhere nice, not shitty like Galveston I can't even stand it here anymore. I really need to move back to Ohio, I just need to get away from everything here.. I have friends up there that can relate to me, and that will listen to me. I know everyone here would listen to me if I talked to them, but sometimes I think that if I show the emotional side of me to them they will think of me diff. If they knew half the shit that went thru my head most of the time they would think im pyscho, if they knew I used to cut myself to releive stress and emotional stress and that I actully thought it would make me feel better to bleed, they prolly wouldn't talk to me anymore, and I know that they will prolly read this and be like wow.. she has problems, and I know this.. and I'm gona change it.. I dunno how.. but I'm gona change it! -.-

-.- Well I think I'm gona go. I havn't had the best day, I feel pushed aside but someone I really love, but they love someone else.. which is fine b.c I can't be there but they told me they love me more then anything or anyone in the world, and now they are telling the new person this.. so I can't help but think it was all a lie.. but I don't want to beleive it b.c it kills me! but I don't know what else to think.. seriously I need someones help, anyone, PLEASE! -.-

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Posted at 11:52 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts

11.8.2004

yes im bored!

Have you ever..

[ x ] been drunk.
[ x ] smoked pot.
[ x ] kissed a member of the opposite sex.
[ x ] rode in a taxi.
[ x ] been dumped.
[ x ] shoplifted.
[ x ] been fired.
[ x ] been in a fist fight.
[ ] had a threesome - kissing or otherwise
[ x ] snuck out of your parent's house.
[ ] been arrested.
[ x ] made out with a stranger.
[ x ] stole something from your job.
[ ] celebrated new years in times square.
[ ] went on a blind date.
[ x ] lied to a friend.
[ x ] had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
[ ] been to europe.
[ x ]skipped school.
[ x ] thrown up from drinking.
[ ] lost your sibling.
[ x ] played 'clue'.
[ x ] had a sleepover party.
[ x ] went ice skating.
[ ] dropped x.
[ x ] cheated on a bf/gf.
[ x ] been cheated on.
[ ] had a sweet sixteen.
[ ] had a quinceanera.
[ ] had a car.
[ x ] drove.

Do you...
[ x ] have a bf.
[ x ] have a gf.
[ x ] have a crush.
[ x ] feel loved.
[ x ] feel lonely.
[ x ] feel happy.
[ x ] hate yourself.
[ x ] think youre attractive.
[ x ] have a dog.
[ x ] have your own room.
[ ] listen to rap.
[ x ] listen to rock.
[ ] listen to soul.
[ x ] listen to techno.
[ x ] listen to reggae.
[ x ] paint your nails.
[ x ] have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] get good grades.
[ x ] play an instrument.
[ x ] have slippers.
[ x ] wear boxers.
[ x ] wear black eyeliner.
[ x ] like the color blue.
[ x ] like the color yellow.
[ ] cyber.
[ ] claim.
[ x ] like to read.
[ x ] like to write.
[ x ] have long hair.
[ x ] have short hair.
[ x ] have a cell phone.
[ ] have a laptop.
[ ] have a pager.

Are you...
[ ] ugly.
[ x ] pretty.
[ x ] ok.
[ x ] bored.
[ ] happy.
[ ] bilingual.
[ x ] white.
[ ] black.
[ ] mexican.
[ ] asian.
[ x ] short.
[ ] tall.
[ ] grounded.
[ x ] sick.
[ ] a virgin.
[ x ] lazy.
[ ] single.
[ x ] taken.
[ ] looking.
[ x ] not looking.
[ x ] talking to someone.
[ x ] IMing someone.
[ x ] scared to die.
[ x ] tired.
[ x ] sleepy.
[ x ] annoyed.
[ x ] hungry.
[ x ] thirsty.
[ ] on the phone.
[ ] in your room.
[ x ] drinking something.
[ ] eating something.
[ ] in your pjs.
[ x ] ticklish.
[ x ] listening to music.
[ ] homophobic.
[ ] racist.

WHO DO YOU LIKE: Travis
WHO LIKES YOU: I�m not sure
WHAT ANNOYS YOU: girls
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO: be really happy
WHO IS 1 PERSON YOU NEVER GET SICK OF: Emily
WHO IS 1 PERSON YOU WOULD MARRY TOMORROW: Not sure
DO YOU SLEEP ON YOUR BACK, BELLY OR SIDE: i move alot in my sleep
WHAT WOULD YOU TAKE IF YOU WERE STUCK ON A DESERT ISLAND: my cd player, a non-roaming cell phone, a cd, and water
WHO WOULD YOU TAKE: Emily
DO YOU LIKE WATER: yeah
WHAT TIME DID YOU WAKE UP THIS MORNING: 12:30
FROM WHAT COUNTRIES DO THE BEST ACCENTS COME FROM: England, Australia, and rednecks!
IF YOU COULD KISS 1 PERSON BEFORE YOU DIE WHO WOULD IT BE: Sammi
HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TOLD YOU LOOK LIKE A CELEBRITY: yes almost every day
FINISH THIS SENTENCE 'I WOULDN'T BE CAUGHT DEAD...': wearing that
WHAT'S THE WORST THING YOU CAN DO ON A DATE: piss the person off
DO YOU REGRET ANY OF YOUR PAST RELATIONSHIPS: they weren�t really relationships but yes!

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...
01. CRIED: yeah
02. BOUGHT SOMETHING: yeah
03: GOTTEN SICK: no
04: SANG: yes
05. EATEN: yeah
06. BEEN KISSED: yeah
07. FELT STUPID: definatly
08. WANTED TO TELL SOMEONE YOU LOVED THEM: yeah
09. MET SOMEONE NEW: yeah
10. MOVED ON, FROM A GIRL: huh??
11. TALK TO AN EX: yeah
12. MISSED AN EX: yeah
13. TALK TO SOMEONE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: nope
14. HAD A SERIOUS TALK: yeah
15. MISSED SOMEONE: yeah
16. HUGGED SOMEONE: yeah
17. FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS: yeah
18. DREAMED ABOUT SOMEONE YOU CANT BE WITH: yeah

SOCIAL LIFE.
01. BEST GIRL FRIEND: Emily, Hanuh
02. BEST GUY FRIEND: Travis, Mike
03. BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: Travis
04. HAVE NO CURRENT DATING PARTNER: yeah
05. HOBBIES: listenin to music
06. PAGER: no
07. ARE YOU THE CENTER OF ATTENTION OR THE WALL FLOWER: depends on the situation
08. WHAT TYPE OF CAR DO YOU DRIVE: none yet
09. WHAT TYPE DO YOU WISH YOU DROVE: 1996 Chevy Cavalier or 1999 Honda SRI
10. WOULD YOU RATHER BE WITH FRIENDS OR ON A DATE: friends
11. WHERE ARE THE BEST HANG OUTS: anywhere but here
12. DO YOU HAVE A JOB: no
13. DO YOU ATTEND CHURCH: no
14. DO YOU LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE: some people

=.PERSONAL.=
01. WHO IS YOUR ROLE MODEL: I don�t know if I have one
02. WHAT IS SOME OF YOUR PET PEEVES: rumors, drama
03. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE YOU HAD NO CHANCE WITH: hell yeah **cough chough** Andy **chough chough**
04. HAVE YOU EVER CRYED OVER THE OPPOSITE SEX: yeah all the time
05. DO YOU HAVE A TYPE OF PERSON YOU ALWAYS GO AFTER: yeah kinda
06. HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO YOUR BEST FRIENDS: yeah but I told them the truth
07. EVER WANTED TO GET REVENGE ON SOMEONE BECAUSE THEY HURT YOU: hell yeah
08. WOULD YOU RATHER BE THE DUMPER OR BE DUMPED: neither
09. RATHER HAVE RELATIONSHIPS OR HOOK UP: relationships
10. WANT SOMEONE YOU DONT HAVE RIGHT NOW: yeah
11. EVER LIKED YOUR BEST GIRL/GUY FRIEND: yeah
12. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED: yeah
13. DO YOU HAVE KIDS: not anytime soon
14. DO YOU BELIEVE IN PSYCHICS: some
15. DO YOU BELIEVE YOU KNOW THE PERSON WHO YOU WILL MARRY: maybe
16. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE PART OF YOUR APPEARANCE: eyes and smile
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PART OF YOUR EMO BEING?: ??
18. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOURSELF: sometimes
19. ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOUR LIFE: sometimes
20. IF YOU COULD CHANGE SOMETHING IN YOUR LIFE RIGHT NOW WHAT WOULD IT BE: my feelings and emotions
21. IF YOUR BEST FRIEND BECAME FAMOUS, WOULD YOU TELL NATIONAL NEWSPAPERS STORIES ABOUT THEM FOR A GOOD PRICE: fuck no
WHY IS YOUR IDOL YOUR IDOL?: I don�t think I have one!
OUT OF ALL YOUR EX'S WHO HAS HURT YOU THE MOST AND WHY: Bryan b.c he cheated on me
DO YOU THINK IT'S BETTER TO BE LOUD OR QUIET: depends one the situation
ARE YOU LOUD OR QUIET: depends on the situation
DO YOU FANCY ANYONE YOU WORK WITH: i don�t work
IS THE WORLD A GOOD PLACE: no...no its not
HOW WOULD YOU CHANGE YOUR SELF, LOOKS WISE: my hair and my chub
MORE IMPORTANT - MONEY OR LOVE: love
DO YOU RESPECT YOUR ELDERS: yeah
NAME 2 PEOPLE YOU LOVE: Emily and Hanuh
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORURITE SEASON: Spring or Summer
WORST CHAT UP LINE: ??
IS THERE ANOTHER PLANET YOU WOULD LIKE TO LIVE ON: if it was only me and my friends
WOULD YOU DO A JOB YOU REALLY HATED FOR A GOOD WAGE: yeah
WHO DO YOU LUST AFTER IN SHOWBIZ: Andy even tho they arnt famous YET!
ARE YOU A DAY DREAMER: yeah alot

ABOUT YOU...
-Name: Jesica Lewis
-Are you happy with it?: eh kinda
-Middle name: Ann
-Are you happy with it?: eh kinda
-Nickname(s): Dork, Jes, Jes-E-Ca, JJ The Jet Plane
-Birthday: December 31, 1988
-Gender: female
-Height: 5' 5ish''
-Weight: 115...ish
-Eye color: Brown
-Hair color: Brown
-Where were you born?: Akron Ohio
-Where are you now?: Galveston Texas
-Nationality: a bunch of shit..
-Zodiac sign: Capricorn
-Piercings: yeah
-Tattoos: not yet

FAVORITES...
-Color: black, blue, grayish/silverish, and pink
-Number: 8
-Letter: X
-Holiday: New Years Eve
-Clothing company: anything from HotTopic and PacSun
-Shoe company: Converse, Vans, Etnies
-Television show: Viva La Bam
-Food: Italian, Chinese, and Mexican
-Fruit: is a lemon a fruit?
-Vegetable: green beans
-Candy: shock tarts
-Quote(s): "shit happens� �eh..shitters�
-Movie: Haggard
-Band: famous. don�t have one. Local VEGAS
-Singer: dont have one
-Type of music: just about any type of metal
-Restaurant: Salt Grass
-Fast food: Taco Bell
-Television channel: MTV
-Board game: ill play anything
-Team: Aggies or Wolverines
-Car: Honda, Chevys, and TRUCKS!

THIS OR THAT...
-MTV or VH1: MTV
-Soccer or basketball: Basketball
-Basketball or football: football
-Soccer or football: football
-Summer or winter olympics: Summer
-Star Wars or Star Trek: Star Wars
-Piercings or tattoos: Piercings

DO YOU // HAVE YOU...
-Smoke: yeah
-Do drugs: yeah
-Drink alchohol: yeah
-Have a gf/bf: yeah
-Have a crush: I guess but he lives 1500 miles away
-Fallen in love: im not sure
-Kissed anyone the opposite sex: yeah
-If so, who was your first kiss: Gabe
-Kissed anyone the same sex: yeah
-Broken anyone's heart: not sure.

Posted at 08:11 pm by punkiebabie223
Broken Hearts