-.- Sitting here alone. I'm worthless. No one wants me around anymore. I'm left here alone... all alone. I'm confuesed with my life.. and the way things are turning out. My life is heading down the wrong path.. and I don't know what do to do change it. I see where it is going, and it's going nowhere. I just wish I could get away from it all.. EVERYTHING so I could get a chance to change it all. I want to start over, fresh, new, just start a new life. Move to where no one knows me and start new! and somewhere nice, not shitty like Galveston I can't even stand it here anymore. I really need to move back to Ohio, I just need to get away from everything here.. I have friends up there that can relate to me, and that will listen to me. I know everyone here would listen to me if I talked to them, but sometimes I think that if I show the emotional side of me to them they will think of me diff. If they knew half the shit that went thru my head most of the time they would think im pyscho, if they knew I used to cut myself to releive stress and emotional stress and that I actully thought it would make me feel better to bleed, they prolly wouldn't talk to me anymore, and I know that they will prolly read this and be like wow.. she has problems, and I know this.. and I'm gona change it.. I dunno how.. but I'm gona change it! -.-
-.- Well I think I'm gona go. I havn't had the best day, I feel pushed aside but someone I really love, but they love someone else.. which is fine b.c I can't be there but they told me they love me more then anything or anyone in the world, and now they are telling the new person this.. so I can't help but think it was all a lie.. but I don't want to beleive it b.c it kills me! but I don't know what else to think.. seriously I need someones help, anyone, PLEASE! -.-
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